Saturday, December 3, 2011

Living in Varanasi

So yesterday, was the first day-off work, since about two months. And, I am pretty pretty pretty sure, it was one of the best days of this year. There were many memorable instances of this year but yesterday was one I would remember for a long long while.

After eons I sat down with a book and refills of hot chocolate from about 3pm to midnight. While the entire city was out celebrating the 40th birthday of our nation, I celebrated in my own fashion, and without a single regret of wasting my only holiday in half-an year by spending at home. The thing that kept me going on, inspite of a bad cold and sore eyes was Chetan Bhagat. Oh, I must admit, being an avid reader, nothing....no-one transports me to another world as much as he can.

Revolution 2020, or R2020, is the story of three friends, a love triangle and in the midst of this passionate tale of young love, grows a revolution. The intertwining of two radical ideas to make a plot and the completely unexpected end made it almost impossible for me to do anything else even if I did decide to take a break from the book. The pining which the protagonist (can't be termed so till almost the last chapter) has for the leading lady of the novel, will give anyone a different angle on the idea of love, and maybe some false expectations too.
And the lines which I do not wish to forget for a long time, and have already read about 20 odd times.... "Once upon a time, I was Keshav - sweet, innocent and unaware of the world. Maybe the Keshav hasn't died, I told myself. Maybe that innocent, good part of us never dies - we just trample upon it for a while."

I woke up this morning feeling absolutely different, so different I really am finding it difficult to even express it here. With two hours of an environmental awareness meeting and designing/marketing throughout the day, I somehow still did everything at a superficial level, my mind was completely in Varanasi, infact Varanasi and an engineering college seemed more real to me than my actual life. I have come to understand that I not only read his books, I live them, literally...live them!

Though I completely understand that this post has little or no focus, but after a few midnight messaging sessions, which carried on throughout the day, in a frantic hunt of at least one person who had read the book, to discuss its events and ideas, and utterly failing, I realized I had to vent out in one way or another.....hence the blog. After all, I couldn't spend another day with no productive outcome and was compelled to write this so I can spend tomorrow where I wake up and not in Varanasi.

*Sigh*

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Ooppss I FORGOT..!!

I forgot my multivitamins today, and yesterday I forgot to feed the fish and the day before, I forgot to run the errand I had most importantly stepped out of the house for.

Yes, I forget stuff, call me scatter brained or pea brained or whatsoever, but that's how we all are.....we have a tendency to forget...but guess what, with time I am starting to realize that Forgetting may perhaps not be excellent for our body, if we skip vitamins or meals...it may not be good for the fish whom we forget to feed, it may also not be pleasant for our ears, while we are being yelled at for not doing the work assigned. But the truth being that it is medicine for soul...

They say TIME and LOVE heals everything....But then again.. what exactly does time do?? Not magic for sure....but just makes us erase the bad memories with the new pleasant (hopefully) ones we make...Well.....and LOVE too, by the way, has the same function.... As such Time and Love do not do anything of their own, but a sub-task and that is to help the person FORGET....

Not everyone has fantastic experiences while growing up. And would it not be for partial amnesia, this tormented person would fail in every step of life....thanks to his disturbed childhood or youth he would lose all confidence and be clouded by fear. But it doesn't usually work this way. It takes a while but a man gradually forgets his horrendous past. Forgetting is perhaps a great route to buck up the self confidence and get inspired in life again...

He said no wrong for He always said, "FORGIVE and FORGET...that's the ONLY way to live happily in this world."

P.S. - And all those who forgot to walk their dog or missed sending that important email or forgot your daily medicinal dose....RELAX, you are on your way to greater health and spirit....thankfully to amnesia..!


Sunday, January 9, 2011

Checkkk

Writing "Be nice and kind to others" on your to-do list, means nothing unless you can check it off at the end of the day!!